Life keeps on changing, you tell it to stay still but it won't listen

My little sister moved to Logan. My baby sister. Ok, I guess I shouldn't call her a baby because 1. she's only 2 and a half years younger than me and 2. She's not a baby. Not even close. She's a beautiful woman now. But still, I feel like she is so young. I have always been so protective of my little Rica. I remember yelling at little 3rd graders when I was a 6th grader and they were teasing her. I worried everyday when she started high school. I never worried about her making friends because she is the most loveable person you could ever meet, but I worried about her finding friends that would be a good influence on her. That would help her do what is right. Then she made it through high school with a ton of friends and a super strong testimony. Now she is living on her own. In Logan where I can't even keep an eye on her. But I know that she will be so great. I know that she will stay close to her Savior and do all the things she is supposed to. Now I am just worried about me. I don't know how I can live without my baby sister...
So here's to you little Rica. I love you so much! You are the best sister a girl could ever ask for. I will miss having you be there whenever I come to Dad and Lynell's house. I will miss listening to new music that you have found. I will miss borrowing your cute clothes and having you help me stay stylin'. I will miss having you just a short ten minute drive away. I will miss dry bath (haha just kidding, that only happened once). I will miss watching flicks with you. I will miss glee project on Sunday nights. I will miss spying on you and di-lon when you are snuggling on the love sac. I will miss your treat baggies that you are so famous for making. I will miss talking to you about everything. I will miss laughing with you. I will just miss having you around. Seriously, my heart aches to think of you leaving. But I am so happy and so excited for you. You will have the time of your life.
I sure love you Erica.